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Tuesday, March 6th, 2012

Subject:In Texas!
Time:5:42 pm.
I'm in Texas!
Been here since January.

Things are going well.
We have a nice place and two dogs!
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Saturday, December 17th, 2011

Time:1:32 pm.
So I'm moving to Texas.

Looking at this place.
Looks super nice.
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Friday, October 21st, 2011

Subject:love > distance
Time:11:14 am.
I went to Henry's graduation in Texas.
I'm so proud of him.
He made it through Air Force basic training and now he's in tech school.
He's grown up so much within this passed year, I love him.

Soon we will be able to be together again.

I can't wait till I can cook for him, and clean for him and make sure his lunch and dinner are ready.
I know, it's crazy.
Kiki? Can't wait to be a domestic goddess?

I can't wait to help my husband, and be there for him and provide him with the love and support that he needs.
I can only do so much while we are miles and miles apart but I try my best.

That whole weekend in Texas was very emotional for me.
I cried at his coin ceremony where they became Airmen and then I cried the next day at his actual graduation.
I was on the verge of tears all sunday and when we said goodbye I cried.

He told me that he was glad he married me.
And I cried again.

It's been very hard for me without him.
We could only communicate through snail mail.
And that was hard, but we did it.

Now he gets to actually have his phone.
And we get to talk and txt.
It's isn't as much as I would like, but its better than nothing and I will take what I can get.

And life is looking up for me in more ways then one.
Not only am I married to the love of my life but now I may actually be getting a job as a manager.

It's at the Federal Way store.
I go in for an interview today at 1pm.
And my drive test is on tuesday.

please pray for me you guys.
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Tuesday, October 11th, 2011

Subject:He did it!
Time:6:13 pm.
Mood: anxious.
I fly out tomorrow morning at 7am to head to Texas.
Thursday at 7am I get to watch my husband run 2ish miles with his flight and and all the other flights,
Around 10am-11am I get to watch him graduate from the Air Force..
Somewhere between 10am-11am I get to actually SEE my husband.
I get to talk to him and touch him and kiss him.
As I type this the tears are welling up in my eyes.
I'm so excited.
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Sunday, October 2nd, 2011

Time:9:57 pm.
I have all the characteristics of a human being: blood, flesh, skin, hair; but not a single, clear, identifiable emotion, except for greed and disgust. Something horrible is happening inside of me and I don’t know why. My nightly bloodlust has overflown into my days. I feel lethal, on the verge of frenzy. I think my mask of sanity is about to slip.
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Saturday, October 1st, 2011

Subject:I make bomb ass cupcakes!
Time:12:01 am.
Check out my Tumblr!


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Saturday, September 10th, 2011

Subject:I can't stand the way you tease...
Time:12:18 am.
Mood: crushed.
I had the day off today, it was so nice to sleep in. <3

I woke up, got ready and waited for the mail man.
He's normally here between noon and two pm. I know this b/c that's when I have to rush out any letters to the mail box to get them to Henry lol.

I only got one letter this week from my dearest Henry. :/
Sorta upsetting but I know he's busy and he needs to focus on that.
As much as I miss him and want him to think about me I want him to focus on basic.
I hope he makes it.
I know he will.

I miss him more and more everyday.
My heart psychically aches for him.
It's silly... I know.

I don't expect anyone to understand, and it's not like I'm asking for sympathy.
I just really miss him.

For three years, every single day Henry and I have either spoken on the phone, spoke face to face or chatted online or texted one another.
There was never a day for the passed three years where we did not have some form of contact... This is killing me D:

I know I can make it through this.
It's just so hard...

I miss him.
Every day I miss him.

When we got to speak on the phone last sunday it took everything I had not to cry.
I know I have to be strong for him.
I have to stay strong.

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Thursday, September 8th, 2011

Subject:Oh silly Kiki
Time:4:06 pm.
Mood: blah.
No one reads this anymore.
Only half of my friends actually use their live journals anymore, why do I even continue to come back?
I'm not actually sure...lol.

I got to talk to Henry on sunday <3
He's doing well.
I told him to be strong.
He is supposed to graduate from boot camp october 13th.
I should be in Texas starting October 12th-October 17th.
13th-16th will be devoted to Henry.

So excited to see my bebe.
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Wednesday, August 31st, 2011

Subject:The ramblings of an Air Force wife...
Time:3:17 pm.
Mood: awake.

And no I'm not going to be one of those crazzzzzy military wives.
I just want to support my husband, and what other way to be supportive and show how proud of him I am than by getting a purse like that?
It's custom made, and I'm going to use one of his old uniforms for my purse so it has more meaning!!! <3

He's in Texas now at Lackland AFB.
Since he's been gone last month I haven't been able to even speak to him on the phone.
He called me last sunday but I missed his call and I cried and cried :/
I've written him every single day since he left <3
And the other day I got 2 letters from him.
Making plans to go see him in October.

Letters I wrote to Henry <3
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Wednesday, August 17th, 2011

Subject:Come on and push it.
Time:10:21 pm.
Mood: accomplished.
Everyday is a battle for me.
And I know you all are reading this and thinking I'm so pathetic.
He's only in basic!
And it's only been a few days!

But I can't help it.
And I know this is training for when he gets deployed and such... But it's still hard.
I miss him dearly.
The doll on the left is a cute little doll my coworker bought me and the doll on the right my friend made for me.
It's a crochet Akita.
Isn't she pretty?
I put the bow in her hair and made the little skirt.

I also made an etsy store.
Pretty Things Productions.
Check it out?

I miss my bebe :/
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Time:7:18 pm.
I want to hang this in my future home one day lol
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Friday, July 29th, 2011

Subject:Meanwhile in my mother fuckin bathroom...
Time:1:31 am.
Mood: happy.
So I'm married.
This photo is cutting out my maid oh honor and one of Henry's groom's men.

I had a near death experience the other day.

So I had to tell someone.
Today I was getting ready for work, doing my hair and makeup... ya know... being a girl XD

I took my pencil sharpener over to the trash to sharpen my eye liner pencil and there were random feathers on it ...wtf? So I took off the feathers and they were a cream color and I just flicked them to the side and went to do my makeup.

In the corner of my eye I saw this creamish whitish thing slowly falling down in front of me... I thought it was the feather from earlier so I was like WHATEVER DOINZ MY MAKEUPS.

Finally I notice it's just like FLOATING IN FRONT OF ME.

I screamed.
Like a girl.

My 12 yr old sis had to come in and kill it.

Don't judge me.

My wedding was amazing.

My cake topper.
Made by me~~~~

We had a bird theme.

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Thursday, July 14th, 2011

Time:10:51 am.
This Saturday I'll be Mrs.Aird.


I'm pretty excited.
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Friday, April 15th, 2011

Time:8:52 pm.
Pretty excited about the wedding.
Regardless of it being a little small get together.


Got my dress, and Chelsey's.
She's my maid of honor. :D

After Sakuracon we are sending out the engagement announcements.
If you want one send me your address!!!
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Tuesday, April 12th, 2011

Subject:Cosplay shiiit
Time:8:30 pm.

I'm working on cosplay stuff right now.
Chelsey gets to go this year.
She's super excited. :D
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Tuesday, March 29th, 2011

Time:7:05 am.
Mood: cheerful.
I'm doing the 2 week free trial thing for live journal.
I've missed having all my icons available to me!

After Sakuracon I'm prolly going to pay for LJ again.
Just don't have the cash now.

I applied for a manager spot in the frame shop at work.
I have more than enough experience for it.

If I get this, it will be rough.
But, I need the money.

Also Henry is going to Basic this summer, and after basic he goes off to tech school.
So I'll most definitely need something to keep me busy while he's away.
I'm afraid I'll get depressed, and just lay around in my free time and sleep.
But if I'm working 40 hours a week there won't be time to lay around and be depressed!!!


Also, I could use the extra cash for our wedding.
Henry and I are getting married this summer.
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Thursday, March 24th, 2011

Subject:things i want
Time:1:21 am.


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Saturday, March 19th, 2011

Time:1:47 pm.
Mood: cheerful.
Dry my tears
Wipe my bloody face
I wanna feel me living my life
outside my walls

Started getting into X-Japan again.
Listening to a bunch of their stuff.

So... Who is ready for Sakuracon??

I'm so excited!
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Sunday, March 6th, 2011

Time:3:50 pm.
I'm going to Sakuracon soon!!!
Are any of you guys going???
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Wednesday, January 12th, 2011

Time:1:30 am.

I don't even know how it got fixed.

I missed you all so much!!!
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