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Monday, December 14th, 2009
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Saturday, December 12th, 2009
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| Time: | 2:34 pm. |
| Mood: |  cold. |
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Had a lil get together last night, for Jon's birthday!
Henry, Rayray, Mike, Jon, David, Chris, Will and Charlie came over.
Chelsey and Maria played Mario Kart with me, and they played Poke'mon Stadium.
I played a lil of Brawl and some Naruto fighting game for the gamecube.
I mostly worked on my scarf for my grandpa, so we can get those out in the mail.
This is the cake I made for Jon
Nothing much, but he liked it.
^_^
He sent me a nice txt this morning, saying thank you for the party.
Said I made his birthday special.
I should get to drawing... or knitting.
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Friday, December 11th, 2009
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| Time: | 8:04 am. |
| Mood: |  anxious. |
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So.
I totally get to see my uncle Bill today.
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Saturday, December 5th, 2009
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| Time: | 3:54 pm. |
| Mood: |  calm. |
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Man oh man.
So I'm off to work in a few mins.
:3
I've been knitting like a mofo.
I'm going to post pics later tonight when I get off work of the scarves I've done so far.
I should have knitted one for Nancy before she left :/
I'll have to do one for her and give it to her when she comes back so she can stay warm.
Anyways.
Blaaaaaah.
I knit a scarf for Henry.
I'm gonna have to take a pic of it next time he comes over.
It's my fav so far!!!
^_^
Well, off to work with me~~~~
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I need a new fucking job.
Like now.
I get BARELY 300 bucks every 2 weeks.
It fuckin fails.
on top of rent, and bills
I can't afford to keep working at Micheals.
And they keep cutting my hours.
i broke down and cried today.
they had me work a 3 hour shift.
I TAKE THE FUCKIN BUS!!!!!!
WTF!!!!!
I WAS SO MAD!!!!
I need a new job.
I've been working with this store since 2006... and i barely make 9 bucks an hour.
I can't live like this.
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Wednesday, December 2nd, 2009
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She's locked up with a spinning wheel
She can't recall what it was like to feel
She says, "This room's gonna be my grave
And there's no one who can save me,"
She sits down to her colored thread
She knows lovers waking up in their beds
She says, "How long can I live this way
Is there someone I can pay to let me go
'Cause I'm half sick of shadows
I want to see the sky
Everyone else can watch as the sun goes down
So why can't I
And it's raining
And the stars are falling from the sky
And the wind
And the wind I know it's cold
I've been waiting
For the day I will surely die
And it's here
And it's here for I've been told
That I'll die before I'm old
And the wind I know it's cold..."
She looks up to the mirrored glass
She sees a horse and rider pass
She says, "This man's gonna be my death
'Cause he's all I ever wanted in my life
And I know he doesn't know my name
And that all the girls are all the same to him
But still I've got to get out of this place
'Cause I don't think I can face another night
Where I'm half sick of shadows
And I can't see the sky
Everyone else can watch as the tide comes in
So why can't I
And it's raining
And the stars are falling from the sky
And the wind
And the wind I know it's cold
I've been waiting
For the day I will surely die
And it's here
And it's here for I've been told
That I'll die before I'm old
And the wind I know it's cold..."
But there's willow trees
And little breezes, waves, and walls, and flowers
And there's moonlight every single night
As I'm locked in these towers
So I'll meet my death
But with my last breath I'll sing to him I love
And he'll see my face in another place,"
And with that the glass above
Her cracked into a million bits
And she cried out, "So the story fits
But then I could have guessed it all along
'Cause now some drama queen is gonna write a song for me,"
She went down to her little boat
And she broke the chains and began to float away
And as the blood froze in her veins she said,
"Well then that explains a thing or two
'Cause I know I'm the cursed one
I know I'm meant to die
Everyone else can watch as their dreams untie
So why can't I
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Tuesday, December 1st, 2009
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| Time: | 4:03 pm. |
| Mood: |  busy. |
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A comet raised the mesa to the western skies, with the sound of a thousand cattle cries
A chosen few would see the light and fight the wrong with right
Up on Moo Mesa, high above the clouds
Live a world apart, from all the rest
On Moo Mesa, live the real cowboys
Standing up for law and order, and living by the code of the west
Keeping up with territory, keepin' evil on it's toes
Takes a different breed of rider to rope a great hero.
On Moo Mesa, live the real cowboys
Standing up for law and order, and living by the code of the west
On Moo Mesa
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Monday, November 30th, 2009
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I've been knitting like crazy.
Seems pretty useless.
Like I'm doing it for no reason.
( **sigh** )
Merry Christmas, I could care less.
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| Time: | 2:12 am. |
| Mood: | calm. |
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It was never going to work out for me. It even rained the day I was born.
You've got it all wrong. You were the lightning in that rain. You can still shine through the darkness.
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Friday, November 20th, 2009
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Kyrsten:
how old was she?
Oscar
19..
shut up!
Kyrsten
Oscar is no longer online. The following was not sent:
........... >:/ (send as a message)
XD i lol'd
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Tuesday, November 10th, 2009
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| Time: | 3:27 pm. |
| Mood: |  artistic. |
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My mom is a dirty cunt.
I fucking hate her.
After a bunch of drama with her and tom and him calling the cops on her.
she's taking him back.
she asked chelsey and i how we felt about it.
after we both told her we didn't like him she is just all "k. don't care."
what was the point in fucking asking us how we felt anyways?
so she calls me a cunt, and a bitch.
tells me to do the dishes.
no, fuck you.
After you call me that?
don't think so.
so she tossed a package of frozen hot dogs at my fucking head.
Missed, only b/c i ducked.
Next time she does it. I'm calling the cops.
Gotta be at work at 5:30... prolly heading out early.
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Sunday, November 8th, 2009
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I don't know what to do right now.
I'm so angry... at so many people.
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Saturday, November 7th, 2009
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| Time: | 6:57 pm. |
| Mood: | sad. |
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My two hairless rats died.
My mom turned off the heater.
And it went below 60 last night in my house.
I blame myself.
I bought them, b/c I was lonely.
I bought them so I would have somting to talk to, and take care of.
B/c I was lonely at my apartment.
If I hadn't of moved back home... this never would have happened.
Anyways.
I loved them.
R.I.P. Pinky and Brain.
I love you.
And miss you.
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Thursday, November 5th, 2009
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I did it.
I beat Metal Gear Solid 4: Guns of The Patriots.
I cried.
Multiple times.
I wish I could have shared this game with someone, mostly my uncle.
But anyone would have been fine.
I've always had someone to share these moments with.
Now...
I'm sitting on my couch crying.
B/c I'm a big baby.
I trailed off towards the end when i came to beating it.
I didn't want it to end...
Call me stupid...
But I'm very passionate about metal gear solid.
My Uncle Bill, was the only real father figure I had in my life.
He taught me so many things..
We used to play mgs together.
And... well he's in prison now.
He's only ever played the first mgs....
I feel like I'm holding onto something thats not there.
I felt, like al these years I've been spending money, and time on this game... all b/c of some childhood memories.
I'm so afraid when my uncle gets out of prison... That I'll mean nothng to him.
And for all these years... I've been waiting for him.
Holding onto these memories of a better time in my life.
But I've decided, that even if my uncle wants nothingt do with me when he gets out...
But I've decided...
It won't matter.Wht he chooses, is all on him.
And I won't be sad.
I'm done liveing fr everyone else.
I want to live for myself.
BTW.
My total play tme wa 27:04:53
Only 34 continues...not bad :p
143 Alertphases...not bad there...
532 kills.
I got the title of "Eagle"
Thats exciteing.
I think I can go to bed now.
I close.
I have Friday and Saturday off.
One day I'll spend sleeping.
Considring my sleep pattern got all fucked up with mgs and shit.
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Tuesday, November 3rd, 2009
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Still sick.
:/
Have to work 5:30-9:30 tonight.
And then work 9am-5:30 pm.
And then 1:30-9:30 and then off for two days.
so, no mgs tonight.
maybe i'll play it tomorrow after work.
Just don't feel good.
;_;
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Monday, November 2nd, 2009
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I just woke up.
Forgot to save on mgs4 last night.
FFFFFF.
So I got on lj.
Read Henrys post.
Cried.
B/c even though I try, I can't fucking do anthing right.
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Sunday, November 1st, 2009
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| Time: | 11:46 pm. |
| Mood: |  awake. |
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Oh.
So MGS4 came.
I got 4 hours of sleep on friday.
3 hours last night.
I played 16 hours of mgs4 today.
:3
I have no shame.
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Thursday, October 29th, 2009
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| Time: | 3:16 am. |
| Mood: | cold. |
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MGS4 will be here soon!!!!<333333333
Today or tomorrow.
:D
So.
Was thinking.
and.
Well.
I think my Grandma could cosplay as Eva from mgs4.
:D
Prolly not gonna go to sakuracon this year, b/c I'm going to go visit Stephanie in Texas.
But, if we do go...but prolly aren't.
Chelsey is gonna go as Sunny.
I might go s Otacon from mgs4....or Merl from mgs4.
XD
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